Yes...I know, thesis is much more important than anything else (aside from music) as I type this entry. Me any my partner are already in thesis mode...(honestly...nahihiya nga ako cuz wala pa ako nagagawa...or na-contribute sa group...at least...that's how I feel). I just hope we can make is this sem cuz our group encountered a big problem.

yes..."nakaka-ano ng puso"


another thing is:
"nakaka-ano ng puso pag naglalaro ng DOTA.".

BAKIT BA KELANGAN MAGAWAY PAG NAGLALARO NG GAMES?

Geesh! They call me stupid and I don't have any strategy when it comes to games...

Well as if I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO!?

I am recently suffering from strange form of sleeping disorder...

This is what I have to face for the coming weeks..maybe months...but I hope it would be just weeks....

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My friend was right...Life sucks...big time...imagination is the escape route...and making it real tells you that yer already safe from harm....and it takes alot of time...

...we'll be fine. I really need to show them all why...I...am...this...crazy...paranoid...about...it...

Be right back...I'm so...tired...I have a terrible head ache...

I am yet to do a research on Holidays in The Philippines....you can agree with me...or you can react violently with my point of view...but Holiday in our Country is kinda weird and I don't understand...

I noticed....I think we have "Holidays" in every-month of the year in the Philippines...but that's alright...it may be special...but that's another thing...

I live in Los Baños, and every september there's this thing called "Bañamos"...a celebration or Anniversary of the town...city...or whatever of Los Baños.

You see, it's ok if people in Los Baños remember the Anniversary of the town's foundation...it's ok to celebrate it....I think there's nothing wrong if you say...HOLIDAY....

We don't have class nor work today in Los baños.

And I don't know if I should be happy or not. Seriously...I am happy because there's no class and I don't have to suffer from nose-bleeding from that never ending JAVA class that I have to attend...I don't have to be harassed  by one of my classmates...

I am somehow NOT happy with the idea of "It's holiday...stop working and be happy...get high..." or whatever. Why do we have to all stop??


Look...Holidays doesn't mean you stop your work for one-day whether that's business work or industrial work. How many HOLIDAYS DO WE HAVE HERE IN OUR COUNTRY?

Does  this explain why our economy is slow?

I'm sleepy...honestly...I don't want to think about this issue...

To kill boredom I'll search for inspiration later when I wake up...or as the sun pass by....

YES INDEED!

Do you know what I just did?
Do you know what I just said?
I have no idea how you prove it but I demand some explanation on what you said....on whatever things I did...


Ever got embarrassed by misjudging by other people that you don't know?

They're not GOD to tell or label people...am I right?

Sheish....this situation never stops...

*Sigh*...

I was labeled as a pervert, liar, fake, gay, a bastard...you name it....


That ain't true of course...

Let them be what they are...they'll  pay the price in the end...

Just few days ago, me and my friends went to Robinson's LB's Department store to look for some stuff (like rubber shoes for our PE class, pants and etc)...I joined them because I was also looking for some shoes too at that time...

...and one of us really got hyper while shopping. It was really crazy...making silly jokes about PlayStation2 games, some action figures on display and etc.

Since I upload some videos of them on youtube...I decided to take videos of my friends doing silly stuff (It's like armature jackass stuff...but nothing extreme) It was just crank up jokes...

...and we we're noisy too (which it was something normal for us to do and for the folks of Robinson Town Mall Elbi to see and witness...)

And a guard approached me and said: "Sir...nagvi-video po ba kayo?"

I replied "Bawal po ba?"

and SHE nodded "yes.."

So...I deleted all the videos that I captured, and turned of my camera...PARA WALA NANG GULO...just let it be....obviously I didn't like her idea of telling me to shut fuck off my camera.

Here's my question....WHAT THE FUCK? What's wrong? I was just filming my friends doing crazy stuff! Everyone does that...the tourist and other people!...The Parent filming their new born baby having a first shopping tour around the mall!...

WHY ARE YOU NOT STOPPING THEM???

As if we are spying on somebody???? Hell I was not trained to be a photo-journalist to be a spy...nor I was not trained to be a spy! AND I WILL NEVER BE A SPY...

So why...why did the guard tell me to turn off the camera?

I thought we were given the freedom of expression through music and film...what the heck is happening?

Well...Yes I listen to some of his music. My dad has some of his CD and tapes collection in our vault...

My mom also told me that my dad used to play the CD when he was trying to make me sleep...(that was 20 years ago...)

...Yes I listen to him...it's just sad to realize that he won't be singing anymore....


http://edition.cnn.com/2007/SHOWBIZ/Music/09/06/pavarotti.obit/index.html
 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pavarotti#Death

Alright...the instructions are bellow...it's up to you if you want to do it or not..

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8 Facts about me...(geesh...I'm shy..)

1. From the  title it self...I'm shy. Isn't that pathetic?
2. It may be too obvious that I do always wear my sun-glasses even the sun isn't shining that bright, nor when it's cold and rainy. BUT FOR WHAT?

Alright...I can honestly say...I just don't want people looking at my eyes. I don't like staring at people when I talk to other people...yes...it's true. I don't want anybody to see my facial expression as much as possible. I don't want people to see that I'm crying...(oh geesh...now you know)

I just don't want to people to see my eye...I just don't know why

3. I really hate programming. It's like MATH or some kind of mathematics that makes me confused at all times. I never got the source codes right, especially in Visual Basic and TurboC++ and most of all..JAVA. I may never learn...because I don't wanna learn those stuff...even though I know it is required for all I.T. students and employees...

4. When it comes to guitar...people would say "ano ba yan! Dude...can you finish a song or two?"...the truth is, when I get bored with a song that I'm trying to play...I stop...and since my band never had a jamming sessions YET...why should I finish a song? Unless if I really need to...like practicing for the next jamming and performance sessions. I can finish a song...but I don't want to do it alone. And I'm PLAYING THE GUITAR....not PLAYING THE MUSIC...but I can do both whenever I need to. DOn't worry.

5. I have a normal heart-beat but strange blue heart. ^_^

Ahehe...well...BLUE HEART....that's enough said...

6. In relation to the number 5's blue heart, I easily get jealous. With this fact, I can now move to number 7

7. In relation to number 6's JEALOUSY...yes...I have alot of crushes...and I guess this is why I get jealous easily(what....? What's wrong? What the heck? Do girls only get to talk about their crushes?)...but I"m used to it.

The thing is...I don't feel comfortable when I talk about a girl with other guys. SERIOUSLY, I don't want talking about my crushes or about a girl with boys. I prefer not talk about it...or let someone force me to talk about it...it should not be a dude...or a gay-fag.

and lastly..

8. I am totally a music minded person with an foundation. Mostly Heavy Metal and Glamorous Metal. You can't do anything about it.

It's been my goal since when I was introduced to Rock 'n Roll music from the 50's...to the 80's heavy hair metal music. My goal is to reach out those people who are dissatisfied with todays music and want a change...that needs a revolution and evolution in our country's musical industry...YES...REVOLUTION IS THE NAME!

REVOLUTION!

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NOW DO THE SAME:


In the 8 facts about [your name here], you share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you!
Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
– Each blogger must post these rules first.
– Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
– Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
– At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
– Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.  

Well I like the Coke-JEEP that we get to see around Elbi area...

I never got a chance to ride...so...HANGANG DITO LANG AKO...bad trip naman eh! LASING PA AKO NAN!