So you want something straight forward right? You want my honesty?
I'll try my best to give you some fucking honesty...and I'll try to be honest as I type here.
Yes, I have a problem...you can call use the term self struggle".
At least, my exams are over but everything is worst that I thought.
I am jealous...yes indeed. Only two knows that...but I don't think that would last. After reading this...you know have a clue to one of my problems. IT sounds fucking pathetic, looking like a fucking looser on the loose as I type this down.
I miss my friends...that I haven't seen for a period of time...
I'm still jealous...
Music...oh my goodness...I'm totally honest that I'm a bit tired of waiting. Yes, imaginations can come true but you must have the guts and patience to get it right on the track.
If you are still wondering why am I this paranoid when it comes to music...let's just say, I am beginning to realize that I have isolated my mind of music from the music that YOU ALL KNOW TODAY. When I say music, it's not just another music, every music should be different from another.
It's too broad to explain it all here, but what the fuck happened to music these days?! People are sooooooooo fucking afraid to make THEIR OWN! They just ride with the wind...and that's boring...it's sick.
Of course...I have to prove it though. Although my band just won't get started...it's still in the garage.
And by the way...it's true:
RAP = Retards attempting Poetry....get offended if you like....I'm just being honest. I don't think Shakespeare would love listening to Nelly, 50 cent or stuff. I don't think Shakespeare would listen to "crappy" English...well...that's what I think.
JUST IMAGINE SHAKESPEARE listening to ART-Rock and The Beatles's Sgt. Pepper's Lonley HEart Club Band...that's something I'll never know. We may call it a work of art but I don't know Shakespeare's opinion about that record.
What else...school?
JAVA?
I love JAVA RICE...but I don't like JAVA PROGRAMING...
I dunno why we are required to take it since we are in Multimedia course...
MATH....ematics?
It's the worst breakfast ever...
Hard-disk?
Hmm...anytime it will break down...geesh..I need to get a job now!
Apples? They are hard to reach...
...and yet I can't climb an apple tree...
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What else...??